god i miss you

i cried a lot today
it was controlled
it was not like before

i want to open my mouth
i want to talk to someone

but i don’t
it is not comparable to anything from this girl’s previous suffering

and therefore
it is not necessary
to talk

this girl is healed now
she can’t rely on others.
then they might see her as sick again

she does not talk
she doesn’t have to
she’s OKAY

it just
it makes enduring pain
harder.

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